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¿my strength is hatred?

by derek joe brockett

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1.
haunted by my lover's head the mouth I kissed now floats and foams I began to weep as her lips ceased to speak & now the blood that sheds through thirst is shown so I bottled my tears for fifteen years yes, that's the way love goes & the hope filled my eyes and I cried and they cried yeah , every night the head bemoaned so they unearthed her bones & I carried them home yes, that's the way love goes & so I washed those age-old bones as I cried & they cried the head softly moaned & with the desperation of a handless thief I stole the hope from my gone lover's eyes & the bones, they danced about the room & then turned gold just like the moon I say, the bones, they danced all around the room & then turned gold just like the moon, but we all know the moon's not made of gold O, that's the way love goes we know it's made of cheese love is made of cheese
2.
I have not quite forgotten the skeeters on the beach, nor your struggle to tire a calmed man & still in my mind, the boats passing us by in front of good eye and going somewhere new from all of the illness & all the fatigue from when young skin touched old skin I have not quite forgotten the tropical depression she is my own salvation, her arms O, how they stretch out two lengths of grace upon which I've grazed I have not quite forgotten, upon a tropical time a tear-drop face, a sad cumbia band played through all of the illness & all the fatigue from when young skin touched old skin I have not quite forgotten the tropical depression
3.
patches 05:00
hole in my shoe, hole in my soul what do you know? hole in my clothes goes way down to the bone ojo ciego I'm fit to be tied, tarred,& feathered O, that's the way loves go "turn on my love, let it mend my ring around your rosy". my pockets filled with spent matches ain't got nor lint to burn & no phoneme unlearned no wish left to whisper so onward I roll down never ending hole my patches have torn, my spine is exposed & a bloated tongue bemoans I'm written this life in stormy weather on my butcher paper toes "send me to love you, send me to sing to your country". my pockets filled with spent matches ain't got nor lint to burn & no corner unturned I wear a crown of spent matches I sleep beneath no roof's thatches the skin that's left covered in scratches two hands that drop what it catches earned nothing I have yearned so judge me, then adjourn
4.
have we come out of this unscathed? we've been blinded, broken, made lame by the price of what's been paid we made our appraisal in vain watch us, we're depraved & always on the very verge of devouring remains & what we're thinking might be tame embitters us & breaks our bones & swears we've won the game yeah it swears we've won the game or at least forgotten & alone we've come to where makes blame we've been bound to what makes us blame & then leaned on by the broken cane we've earned the right to feign our sincerety & our disdain
5.
O where has my little horse gone? she sent spilling my bottle of mezcal down but the sun still shines on down o're us all thus I see what I say I saw O where has my little hut gone? I built you, lived, laughed & loved in you & I look now the sun burns me down it no tarry yon brittle fickle frown O where has my little whore gone? it took not me long for she had such a smell it's warming up it all, that big bright ball thus, I say what i said, but that's not all O where, O where has my little hurt stayed? right here in the middle of my hopeless chest & that pulsating light haloes us all thus I feel what I feigned I flaw.

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first recording as a "solo" artist. EP recorded in ardmore, oklahoma in 2001.

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released September 4, 2001

derek joe brockett-guitars, singing, trombone, trumpet, melodica. g-saxophones. LLOJ-tuba. damian hoffield-guitars. buddy blutpug-percussion, programming. all songs & arrangements by derek joe brockett. photo by delia judith. drawing by derek joe brockett. cover execution by g. special thanks to: delia judith, keith, mary & gabriel williamson, daniel mitchell, damian hoffield, chris 'paco' johnson, jesse butler, mooneyham, donald nicholls, wade, sally d., arran murphy, will oldham, brad & diana bean, el pelon ryan, daniela lavarez, mario corona, el monte, el nico, el rob bernstein, el rey zapoteco, leo y heri. (c) 2001 gallery thirteen ASCAP

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derek joe brockett

born in the USA 1971 to the sounds of black sabbath, marvin gaye, rolling stones, david bowie, and sly and the family stone. first e.p. on vinyl was recorded in oklahoma, 2001. all other releases recorded in oaxaca, mexico where the proverbial hat is hung. this is outsider's music with an existential twist and so no wonder why you've found yourself here. ... more

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